It’s Monday! This is “post experiment” update two. I have nothing in my hair but some frizz-eaze. I’m wearing my hair down (for now) and I don’t have make up on. I feel much more like myself than I have since starting this experiment. I’m interested to hear what comments I get from people today. I feel good. My hair feels soft. I’m wearing an outfit I’m comfortable in (which I wore both the week I did my hair straight and the week I wore my hair curly). It’s science at this point. Keep everything the same and only change on thing, in this case my hair style, to see what the difference in comments is.
As always, I’ll keep you posted.
No one has said anything to me. Good or bad. It’s playing with my head. I think I said it in another post too (the first time during the experiment that I forgot to wear make up). I’m half panicking that everyone is saying how shitty I look behind my back. I shouldn’t worry though, people here have no problem telling you they think you look like shit, so I guess if they aren’t saying it to my face, chances are they aren’t saying it. It’s weird though, before the experiment, I never would have thought twice about people talking shit about me. Now however, after two weeks of compliments on and off, I’m looking at everyone wondering if they are whispering about me. I think that’s one of the biggest take aways for me. I want to be able to wear and style myself how I want, when I want, without having to spend my day worrying about what type of feedback I’m going to get. If I want to wear my hair straight, curly, or otherwise just a mess, I should feel like I can without worrying about the social consequences. If I want to wear make up or not, I shouldn’t feel like any less of an attractive or valuable woman. But there’s that little voice inside of me that disagrees. I got compliments for two weeks. I was even complimented on my figure (which seemingly hasn’t changed over the past month or so). Today, nothing. Is it a coincidence? Is it a factor of what I’m wearing (I can’t imagine it is as, as state previously, I’m wearing an outfit that I’ve worn once a week for the past three weeks)? Is it the lack of mascara? Again, I don’t think so. My use of make up was inconsistent at best across the past two weeks. The only thing I consistently altered was my hair.
It’s a curious feeling, what I’m feeling right now. I can’t adequately describe it. I feel more genuine and more like myself than I have in the past two weeks, but I also feel slightly awkward and unsure of myself and I’m worried about comments I wasn’t worried about before starting this journey.
Saturday. I wore my hair curly again to see if my therapist would notice a difference. He didn’t. Or if he did, he didn’t comment on it.
I wore it curly later that night too for a night out at the bar. I even kept it down the whole night…in a crowded bar…with dancing. I’m impressed with myself. And I had bright purple lipstick on and it stayed on all night. I really am impressed with myself. I don’t do that. I don’t go out. I don’t wear lipstick. I don’t keep my hair down when I go out. I am a very hot person. A sweaty neck is the last thing you want when you are out.
It was a fun night and I got some compliments from the ladies I was out with. It was a fun night.
Full disclosure, I’m writing this on Monday and day 10 was Friday. Friday my last day with curly hair. The comments made fall in line with everything else that had already been said. I even got a lot of comments on my weight, as if my hair being done suddenly made people think I had lost weight. Perhaps it had. Big curly hair could make my head look smaller, which could make people look like I’ve lost weight. Nothing else to add really I guess.
Today was a good, but weird, day. Second day curly hair (I just wet my hands and gently wet my hair, put a small amount of extra product in, and used the diffuser to set it). The nice thing about wearing my hair curly two days in a row without washing it, is that, if it set well on the first day, the small addition of more product and setting it with cold air, makes the curls even nicer.
I’m telling you, I’ve worn my hair curly for four days now and today around 10 coworkers said something to me. That’s a huge number, comparatively to every other day…even when I wore it straight. The large number of people really loved my hair today and told me I should wear it like this all the time. One of my co-workers, with stunning curls, even asked me what product I use. I couldn’t believe it. So interesting.
But here’s the problem…1/4 days had my curly hair looking good enough to bring more than 1 or 2 people out of the woodwork. My hair never does the same thing twice when it’s curly. Everything from the water quality, to the shampoo I use, to the humidity in the air, affects how my hair looks that day. It happened to look great today. The other downside to constant curly hair to me is that, especially today, it feels like it has product in it. I like being able to run my fingers through my hair. I’d want a partner to want their fingers through my hair. It’s not really feasible when my hair has this much product in it. Thankfully, I use hair “lotions” so my hair doesn’t maintain that “wet curl”/”crunchy” look, but it’s also not “run you fingers through my hair” soft.
It was weird how many people came up to me today. I feel like all of them. All of the people came up to me to tell me to wear my hair like this.
Anyways…Number 10 tomorrow! I’ll do a bonus 11 and 12. 11 to catalogue my therapist’s reaction and 12 to catalogue the reactions when I go back to normal (despite it all, I still consider this to not be my norm) Monday.
Send in your seconds, see if they can set the record straight. I feel like my second again today. My hair curled really well today, which I am grateful for. It’s actually interesting, because it curled so well today, people are treating it as if it’s the very first time I’ve worn it curly.
“Wow! Your hair is so curly! Is that what happens if you just let it dry?”
“Your hair is so curly! I love it!”
“Is that your natural curl? It’s so pretty!”
All comments I’ve sort of gotten the last few days, but the emphasis and the intonation in which they are being spoken seems vastly different than Monday or Tuesday. I told you, wearing my hair curly is a risk. I never know how it’s really going to turn out until it’s fully dry, and there’s NO WAY I’m waking up early enough in the mornings to have time for it to fully dry before I get to work. I got up and did my hair at 6:15 this morning. It wasn’t fully dry until maybe 8:30. No way I’m getting up at 4 something just to do my hair.
I forgot make-up again today though. Even though doing my hair (seemingly) became routine quickly and easily, putting on make-up still hasn’t. Throughout this process though, no one has mentioned my use of mascara anyway. Maybe the glasses block their view. Maybe they don’t see it. Maybe they don’t really care.
In thinking about this experiment, and it’s glorious end just within site, I think it will be incredibly interesting to hear people’s reactions when (I’d say “if”, but let’s be honest here) I come to work on Monday with my hair back to it’s normal frizzy, undefined curly mess.
I got a lot of comments today. More than I remember. My hair held up all day, which was nice.
Curly hair. It’s curlier today. By the time I got home yesterday, around 6pm, my hair wasn’t curly anymore. It had straightened out almost completely by the end of the day. I didn’t fully wash it this morning, I just ran it under the sink, put more product in it and used the diffuser to blow dry it.
The same co-worker who complimented me first yesterday complimented me again today saying, “Curly again! I love it!”. I appreciated the compliment. One other person mentioned that it’s a curly week for me and said it looks good like this.
No other comments today. It’s strange how “normal” changes in appearance become to people.
It was pretty frizzy by the end of the day and I ended up wearing it half up for most of the day. Not a bad look for me overall.
I’m so tired today. I have a migraine. I’m not fully here. I want to be. I’m so short tempered today. I need to check myself.
Curly hair, don’t care. That’s a lie. I’m interested to hear reactions today. In many ways, for me, wearing my hair curly is much riskier than wearing it straight. My hair is unpredictable when I wear it curly. Will it come out correct? Will it frizz out and look like a mane to rival that of Albert Einstein? It also takes a little longer to do in the morning, I wash my hair, put some curl defining product in it, and then blow dry it with a diffuser. If it doesn’t work, it’s too late for me to rectify the problem before I have to leave for work. I think it turned out ok though.
First comment of the day was from a co-worker who walked into my room for our typical pre-work chat.
“Oh! I LOVE your hair like that!!! It looks so great!”
“I like your hair like that!” – co-worker
“I was just gonna say that. I just looked up and noticed your hair is curlier than normal.” – co-worker…probably a sympathy compliment as the other two people in the room have complimented my hair and she’s just sitting there.
Some more post lunch comments:
“Is that your natural hair? It looks so good! You should let it be curly like this every day! Did you put product in it?” – co-worker
“Your hair is getting so long! I like it!” – co-worker
And my “favorite” comment of the day goes to the person who said this…
“You know, maybe your student had a behavioral issue today because he didn’t like that you wore your hair curly.”